At What Point Did this Become NORMAL?

The opposite of love is fear and it is evident in our community and unfortunately in a lot of organized religions. Throughout history, people in “power” have used this very thing (which is totally “anti-christ”) to oppress and manipulate a group of people… Man has been able to misconstrue the very definition of love with his/her own selfishness, greed, personal “logic” and prejudice.
At what point did it become normal for people to think it is ok to use The Most High, and his word, as a “vehicle” in which to infuse insecurities, a desire for control, and fear-based teachings into the heart of others?
It’s a frightening realization when large groups of people look to any man as their “medium” to understand and communicate with The Most High…its a troubling thing when masses of people….don’t even THINK to question words that their leaders speak…putting all trust in man, neglecting the intuition/discernment that is their birthright!
It is heart-breaking when so many people are searching for love, acceptance and guidance that they will submit to a leadership and teaching that promotes the very opposite of what they are searching for….to find The Most High/Love.
Many often join churches/temples/mosques and follow man-made doctrine all in the name of “finding God”. Meanwhile living their life, thinking they are “getting it” but in reality, having a “form of Godliness, but denying the power thereof”….( note: I am not attributing these observations to every single church/temple/mosque, but only directing it towards the ones that are applicable. It is up to you, the reader to use your own discernment in regards to determining if this may apply to your “place of worship”.)
I am frustrated right now to see such an enormous amount of people, who are clearly under leadership that is founded upon selfish, chauvinistic motives and agendas! I am saddened that they are so blind and oblivious and that this is a growing matter…I pray to The Most High, when will people begin to see YOU????
Most High… I just don’t understand why we for so long do not see the truth…my heart hurts right now…its like you are constantly showing us you but we are so distracted by the illusion, and what other people want us to think, that we cannot even hear you!
What if we came to church/temple/mosque and we just were silent…would we hear you then??...What if we used the Bible as our reference point but truly worshiped you in Spirit and in Truth?…
What if we all truly understood that to “study to show ourselves approved” is found within the balance of studying who you are in relation to ourselves, while over-standing that we can’t just read and study all day, we must also learn to follow what your spirit is telling us and to move in that understanding. “ Faith without works is dead”.
Most High you are so unorthodox and unconventional…how can we seriously think it is sufficient in these times, not to continuously pray and seek your will regarding our existence? The audacity of corrupt “leaders” and false prophets who speak “for you”, and come in your name…as if they are fully enlightened beings about your plan and your will…gives me a bitter taste! Our simple brains can not ever fully comprehend all there is to know about you… their deception lies in the illusion of being “all knowing” yet even underneath this perceived astuteness, lies the reality, that most have no clue as to where the truth lies!
So I ask again, at what point did all of this become “normal”, and when will love bear all things and truth prevail…I wait in good faith….for LOVE.

2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.”